Saturday 25 February 2012

What’s your New Year Resolution???


What’s your New Year Resolution???
This is the question asked by many people during first few days of New Year. I was also asked by many.

Many people make decisions to fulfill in every New Year which are pending from long. Though there is nothing significance in new year i.e. it may not make difference with a daily life. A change in date remembers you that you have lost one year of your life. It tells you that you are nearer to death by one year. So it makes you feel that you are getting aged, you need to add one more candle in coming birthday!

Some people review what happened in the last year w.r.t career, life, goals, etc., Some decide to change job, some decide to make the relationship stronger with their loved ones.

Some people who do not bother about lify things just find this New Year as one more opportunity to spend time with friends to booze and chill.. (Like most of the people...J)

I too asked the same question to couple of my friends; one said he’s searching girl to marry from long time and he wants to marry soon.. 

One curious answer got from one of my friend when we are out in coffee break; he told “want to get a girl friend!!” lighting up his cigarette.
I just laughed and said “come on man; don’t be silly by taking these kinds of things as resolutions”.
He replied “it might looks silly, but it’s something important to me..” puffing out smoke.
“I want to experience that joy of having someone special in life, life is not just about money, career. It’s also about finding your loved ones…”
“Why now, why didn’t you get one before?”
He said “I was too busy to have girl friend before, was busy in studies, after finishing studies got busy in work, my business and other stuffs. Anyways age doesn’t matter to have a girl friend, don’t you think so?”
“Yes right, an octogenarian can marry his 24 year old girl friend, 44 year old actor can have gal of 28year old, and you are too young” I said agreeing to his assertion.
He replied with his question asking me “so what’s your new year resolution?”
“I don’t want to reveal it”.
“Why not?”
“Because your aims, ambition are best achieved when you don’t reveal them”
He just gave his everlasting smile and said “OK! But I can guess”.
He guessed it and was right (he knows well about me).
So what’s your New Year resolution??


Friday 3 February 2012

Short film "My First Love"


This was written to make a short film "My First Love" in 2010. But uploading this here after not shooting this even after more than a year.This is a letter written by a boy to his ex-love, showing scenes of the days he spent with her in background while he writes this letter.

Dear,
 I don’t like to call you as my ex-love because you are still in my heart (though you are with someone else now!!). Love you still. It’s more than year and half you broke up with me (though it’s informal) with me. Those memories of days with you are still as fresh as they happened yesterday.

 I didn’t express my feeling that I had for you. Things were started going wrong while I was thinking to propose you. It’s of no use in proposing while the relationship was on bitter path. Finally I didn’t propose and it remained as unsung song of my heart.

Believe me it was my first love, may that would be my last one too…(still have time for love to blossom again!). But feelings of that love can never be given by any subsequent relationships. Because like first rain of monsoon, first smell of soil, first love leaves the impressions and feelings in your heart that you never had.
Though our relationship was only for 6 months, it was very sweet. Great love doesn’t live longer like Shakespeare’s love stories. But we were wise enough not to sacrifice our lives for love. Right?
Everything in this life is mortal money, career, relatives, etc., one day there is full stop for anything and everything. So it doesn’t make significance to know that now there is a full stop for our friendship, love (whatever you call it as, I refer it as love, yes LOVE!).
Suppose if we would have married we would be together for another 30 more years. Instead we had sweet pleasure relation of 6 months.
I am grateful to you for giving such an unconditional love for those days.
I never hate you for leaving me, in fact I still love you so much remembering of those days with you.